I do have my reasons but I just want you to be happy.

I think the only thing awesome about school would be friends.
But sometimes, everything just sucks for me.

And I know I can only rely on my loved ones but I don't wanna add on any burdens to them. I'm sorry, I know you were there for me and when you needed to talk to someone, I wasn't. But I do have my reasons, trust me. I just want you to be happy.

So I'll just blog on whatever I can remember starting from Tuesday.

Tuesday

Lessons as usual then after school, had lunch with Claudia, Gwen and KokXuan. Talked about some awesome and funny stuffs. Went to Mac Lab for some shitty animation course which I think is super nerdy and lame. The instructor alone was like some bloody fag.

We did silly stuffs. Not "we" but mostly me. Laughed a lot in the lab and sure enough, we 3 were the only ones laughing. Pretty hilarious though. We saved pictures of 3 different retarded animals/human and even nicknamed it for some special people we "love". <:

Night comes and my mind started to wonder, mostly ponder. Thanks for calling bestfie : ) Cheer up too.

Wednesday

Because I had bodyache, I didn't go to school but towards evening it subsided. Yay.

Thursday

Heard of the monday blues right? But mine's more like terrible thursday. Cried during English period thanks to something. Ass. I'm sorry but I think walking out of class is what's best for me when I cry cause I swear I will automatically scream vulgarities. Though I already did, I screamed at myself before Gwen came.

Gwen came and had heart2heart talks with her. HuiQing came too. Skipped the entire 2 periods of English.

Was alright already after talking to that 2 babes. And when clique cheered me up, I got happier : )

After lunch, it was MT and I had to take a test. I got 7/20. LOL.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENG CHENG WEI QING! x33

Friday

It's a fun fun funny friday! After school, went out with Priscilla Ho to WhiteSands for lunch @ Subway then we went shopping for Sheena's birthday prezzie. Bused back, Claudia babe missed me so I looked for her. Left for home at 5plus nearly 5.30pm. Cooked pasta, mash potatoes and salad for dinner! <:

Seeing you in school makes me go weeeee~~
I just want you to be happy. It's alright even if I won't get to hear you call my name again.
It's ok if you treat me as a nobody. I just want you to be happy.