My eyes hurt,

Fuckle luckle cocka ding dong.

The lump in my eyes grew back again,
wtf is wrong with my eyes.

Anyway, it was a rough night. I went to sleep at 12, woke up at 3,
tried to go back to sleep but I couldnt. Texted some people.
I cried when I saw *s message cause it reminded me so much of *.

Right now, I'm thinking of who to go out with and when.

Stupid BFF, she's coming back on 17 !! HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO WAIT HUH.

And I miss Brandon super duper much.
Only sonny can recover my heartaches,
I dont know why.

I want these:
Get a new bag for school.
New pencil case.
New wallet. (Ordering one with Marissa)
New clothes (2 pairs of shorts, 2 tops)
That dress (Gonna meet up with the blogshop owner)
Earrings
A tattoo on my back perhaps? (Swear I'll get killed if my mum finds out)
Not to go to any stupid fucked up camps.
Nailpolish and nail sticker.
Soft reborn my hair.
Coastal Scent's 88 palette eye shimmer.
Get my fucking homeworks done.
Fake eyelashes.


I'm turning into a someone who I don't even know.