Too much of all those positivity lead me to such great negativity.

I assume you'd be enjoying your day like how you do
everyday.
I saw our picture together,
then asked myself "Why cant we be what we used to be?" .
Today, I saw you.. you in the canteen. Sitting there,
looking terribly lost.

And then after school, I saw you again.
You were like 1cm close to me but you chose
to ignore and walked away.
I find you so mean.
I find you so different.
Not even a hello? No wave?
Nothing.

I'm suffering such big pain.
I called myself a jinx to everybody,
I shut up and cry silently.

This battle is getting tougher and tougher.

Having too many problems, I have no where to go.
Not to mention,
where ever I go...
You will always be there.

I have a big blister. It burst.
And it hurts.
But it doesnt hurt as much as my heart.
The blister was caused by my shoe.
The pain in my heart was caused by you.

Thanks,
Javier, KokXin, KokXuan, JingYu & the many others who I actually forgotten the name :X